August 2, 2014
David Shulman is a professor at Hebrew University and a peace activist: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/David_Dean_Shulman
David Shulman is a professor at Hebrew University and a peace activist: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/David_Dean_Shulman
Dizzy
from the dissonance. In the felafel shop off the main street in Tequ’a, the TV
is perched high on the wall in the corner. News from Gaza in Arabic. A mother
lies on a hospital cot, her face pocked with a hundred tiny, and some
not-so-tiny, red wounds, probably from shrapnel. She cannot speak, keeps fading
off into sleep (let us hope it’s not death). Beside her, a two-year-old child
is crying, hopeless, holding her hand, looking at her face. The young owner of
the shop scoops balls of chick-pea mash from a vast mountain of it in front of
him, sets them afloat in the boiling oil of a deep black cast-iron fry-pan.
When they are ready, he takes them out one by one and, one by one, stacks them
with precision in a row along the wide circular rim of the pan. He is an
artist. He loves his work and he is happy to feed us. We have come back with
the village elders from an afternoon in the newly stolen fields. He welcomes us
with the gentle grace that defines Palestinian hospitality.
It’s
the best felafel I’ve ever tasted. Two tinted glass chandeliers hang from the
ceiling over the white plastic tables and the black plastic chairs. Outside, on
the main street, a tractor rolls past. Young men in black shirts come in to
serve us. They carry themselves with the dignity of the Mediterranean male.
They smile. When we are finished and ready to leave, I go to thank the owner, I
tell him it was wonderful. “To your good health,” he says. “You must come
again.”
Peace.
One hundred kilometers away, Jews and Palestinians are killing one another with
the happy ferocity of hyenas and the gloomy self-righteousness of monotheists.
The dissonance makes me dizzy. If here, why not there? “It could be there,
too,” says Guy.
Why
Tequ’a? For the usual reason. After the kidnapping and murder of the three
Israeli boys, Israeli settlers, backed up by ultra-right politicians, announced
the “appropriate Zionist response.” They have set up Tekoa V—three miserable
caravans, a few flags. The caravans sit in the middle of what was once a
cultivated field. To the west, hills of stone, a swirl of yellow and brown. To
the east, the desert, white and gray. In the distance, the blue hills of Moab,
across the river. What is left of the field is level and cleared of stones.
It
was hard work getting the owners of the land to come with us today. They’re
afraid. These fields and grazing grounds abut on the settlements of Tekoa IV
and Nokdim. It’s dangerous to come here. Guy and Ezra have both been savagely
beaten by settlers in these parts. Ezra warns me today: there’s a 50% chance
that we’ll be attacked by settlers or soldiers or both, anyway they’re all the
same.
We
walk down the long rocky slope beside rusty barbed wire fences under a doomsday
sun. We come to a halt a few dozen yards above the caravans. We know the
soldiers will come, and they do, first one jeep, then two more. Two soldiers clamber
up the hill to accost us. Ezra has ordered me to talk to them, to give them a short
lecture about this place.
“Who’s
responsible here?” they ask.
“No
one is responsible, but I’m ready to speak to you.”
“What
are you doing here?”
“We
came with the owners of this land to see what is happening.”
“You’re
not planning to come down into the settlement?”
“No.
But you should know that it’s illegal, an act of state-sponsored theft.”
“All
I know is that the Supreme Court granted a two-week extension before
demolishing it.”
“True.
That’s how all the settlements started. Just wait. And what do you think about
all this?
“Think?
I’m wearing a uniform, so I don’t have to think.”
But
they’re not harsh or scornful or superior, just hot and bored. More keep coming
up the hill. For once they make no attempt to drive us away. They tell us we
can have our protest, they won’t interfere. Guy argues with them a little, but
they don't seem interested. I talk with Daniel, who is studying philosophy at
University College London; this year he took a second-year course in Ethics. I
say to him that it must be interesting to move from that into Practical Ethics
on the Ground. It’s all here, before our eyes.
Maybe
we’ll slowly persuade the owners to come back with their goats and sheep, to let
us help them here and in the courts, and maybe they’ll even get the land back.
We’ve had some luck before in Tequ’a. But you can already see, right here, the
whole cancerous process at its initial stage. It begins with a caravan or two,
and then the Supreme Court, responding to an appeal by right-wing politicians,
lets them stay on, and the bureaucrats start funneling money, and before you
know it they’re connected to the water and the electricity grid and they have
their own little squad of soldiers to protect them and they can now proceed to
bully and attack and humiliate the Palestinians whose land they have taken.
Look at Tekoa IV, just over there.
Meanwhile,
there’s a war on; maybe it’s winding down, for now. Things are hot in the
territories, and many places are, for the moment, out of reach. Nasser, from
Susya, called this morning to tell us that under no circumstances can we go into
Yata today. At Umm al-Ara’is the standard sequence played itself out. We
marched with Sa’id and the ‘Awad clan to the edge of their fields. The soldiers
produced their signed order and attached map of the Closed Military Zone.
Amitai ignored it, boldly marched into the heart of the wadi and sat there
serenely on a rock until the soldiers came to arrest him. One of them threatened
him, saying that one day he’d rape him in a back alley in Tel Aviv. But most of
these soldiers—reservists-- were relatively mild today. Gabi asked one of them
if he didn’t feel something in the face of the women and children whom he was
driving away. The soldier said: “I don't have feelings.” Gabi said, “That’s
when you’re in uniform, but I’m sure when you take the uniform off you do have
feelings.” The soldier said, “No, even when I’m not in uniform I have no
feelings.”
I
guess that sums it up. The whole story of Israel is enfolded in that inner
deadness. It’s evident in the way the war has gone in Gaza, too. You can do
anything if you’re dead inside. You can kill children and not notice. What has
happened to the Jews? Once we were light and witty and self-deprecating and terribly
vulnerable and we used our minds and our hearts to survive, and now we’re heavy
and earnest and speak mostly in the language of threats and coercion and, these
days, revenge. There are huge posters in Gilo, as you enter Jerusalem from the
south, quoting the bloodthirsty verse from Psalms 18:38: erdof oyevai
ve-asigem ve-lo ashuv 'ad kalotam, "I will pursue my enemies and
overcome them and I will not come back until I have exterminated them." I
like some verses of the Bible better than others.
Sometimes
I weary of the whole sorrowful, surreal concoction. At Umm al-Ara’is, after the
ritual was complete, Amitai played soccer with the Palestinian kids; the ball
kept getting kicked downhill into the deep desert. Sometimes it also got kicked
into the forbidden fields. No one seemed to care. Soccer on the brink, with
everyone present, playing their part:
Sa’id, dignified as always, and the ‘Awad people, still fighting to get
back their lands; the settler thieves who stole them, uphill in Mitzpe Yair;
the soldiers who are there to protect the settlers; us, who have come to
confront the latter and to help Sa’id and his people; the birds and clouds and
the raging sun, watching from above; the goats in their pens, the wheat
threshed on the old stone threshing-ground in the khirbeh, golden in the midday light; the ravaged fields in the
wadi, by now, at the height of summer, baked to a crisp. I think the dizziness
started then, before we left for Tequ’a.
And
then there are the not-so-small miracles that also happen. Some new volunteers
have joined us, including a young woman, Noa, from a moshav near the coast who,
I discover, has somehow found Ta’ayush and, more important than that, has found,
against all odds (or maybe she always had), the unthinkable gift of thinking
for herself, resisting the communal brainwashing at high tide now during the
war. God exists.